A Fresh Start

So I've decided to give this whole blogging expenditure another go. I made a vain attempt some years ago that didn't really manage to accomplish much of what I had intended for it, so it goes without saying that I am hoping and quite optimistic that this one is far more successful.

I do not have any real plans set for this. Just a place to get my thoughts down and for those all-too uncommon bursts of creativity that are known to appear. There may even from time-to-time be some political-leaning rants/ramblings, but I do believe this shall just be an aid to keep track of myself and what might be weighing me down on some day or another.

I feel as if I may have some goals already in mind for this project. But if these goals are too last, that I am not so sure of. I sincerely hope to progress as a person during my time. I feel like I've made leaps and bounds in the last couple of years, but I still have a feeling of disappointment in myself. This may just be stress weighing me down, as it has done previously. I've been in search of some hobby to engross myself in. I've had some ideas floating around, but am not sure which direction to throw my weight into. I'd like to develop something musically-inclined. I played the saxophone in middle school and am interested to see if there's anything from those years that may still be worth uncovering. I do not have any particular interest in picking up my old instrument at this time, but would like to move into the stringed-world. Guitar and violin at this point. Then move onto something else some years into the future.

I have many ideas for the future, but unfortunately at the current moment am no where set where I need to be to fulfill them. At least that's how I feel. It may be a mental block. I've always done my best to prepare myself, or at least try, but at times I wonder if all I had really accomplished was stressing or psyching myself out.

Well, that's all I have to say for this moment. In time, maybe this will be something others will read. But for now, it's just a fresh start. So I'm taking a deep breath and setting my sights ahead. I only hope my feet will follow my eyes and I don't watch the distance become further distant still.